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				The story was 
				conceived when I put in the name "EijiShinrow" at this
				site, 
				and the answers depressed me. At the moment, I said "Well, thank 
				God I'm not planning for a long life anyway", and actually 
				wished that I was dead. That was when I started to wonder what 
				would have happened if I was dead, how people would have 
				remembered me and what things they would have said if I was 
				dead, because we all know that there are just things that 
				peo;ple won't say about you until after you're dead, both good 
				and bad. 
				And from that 
				stupid, depressing idea, this story was born. 
				These were my 
				therapy session entries. Most of the names are actually screen 
				names of real people I know, friends and family. 
				That all, 
				thanks to everyone who supported me at
				
				Janimes, where it first appeared, while I was writing the 
				story, you guys are what made me finish this wonderful story. 
				That all, enjoy 
				it all. |